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7:38 pm
"feeling different right now..
and im not used to it. im confused.
am i trying to distrust myself?and actually did it case of anger?
am i too over reacted?
how could this happen?"these questions suddenly pop out of my mind..
anyway, did my art piece. oh gosh. don't have time to finish it up. how i wished it would be 3 hours. i could at least touch up abit.
went to nadia' place and watched 'anak mami kembali'. the movie was hilarious.
nasrul fetched me from nadia's house. he finished working quite early.
i don't know. now im feeling different when im with him.
that night, me, nadia and rashid did some planning..we waited for nasrul to call.
and finally at 8plus he actually called rashid's hp. we conferenced and nadia, rashid told me to be quiet. and i did..nadia hung up cause somebody called her.
and left the three of us..i continued with my silent..and i overheard them talking about fiqah.(nasrul's ex)
that point of time,i felt like different. i know fiqah is his ex. but why? and fiqah did asked him, if he had a girlfriend or not. nasrul answered and said no.
how hurtful it was. only god knows how im feeling right now..
