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9:41 pm
today was a confusing day for me. i had to decide what was good for me.
i decided to go separate ways. only remand as friends. but he didnt accept this..i know someday he will understand...how am i supposed to face this? im scared to tell nasrul the truth. the way he treated me this past one month, am i happy being with him? thinking about it, im not that happy. cause to me, i forced myself. and now, when he called me, he would cry. i felt bad about this. it's like im the one whom actually make the things worse.. but think of it again, i had the right to make the decision. and this is my life, im the one who will make my life turn into the right path. today was really the bad day..
Bukan ku tak sudi..
Untuk bersamamu bercinta lagi
Kerna antara kita
Tidak sehaluan lagi
Maafkan diriku
Menolak cintamu untuk kali ini
Walaupun ku tahu
Bersungguh benar rasa hatimu
these phrases that actually made me feel that i did the right thing..
anyway..nowadays been sitting at home..
actually not that bored..caused im tired of getting out of this house..
so yah.....
continue tomorrow yah..
