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Saturday, October 07, 2006
yesterday, my dad, my sisters and myself went to visit my aunt at Singapore General Hospital.
that was the last time i had seen her around. stay tune to fine out more.
after visitng hours had passed. we went to bazaar. well it seemed that the baju2 were not that nice. even the firstlady was terrible. new fashion wearing kebaya nonya was spreading all over the bazaar. getting sick off seeing it.
we bought mutabak, otak2 and ayam pecik. while walking i was about to fall..lucky i didnt. if not i would be so embarrase to look behind. i saw mus and the gang..ithought they were gays walking around with their long hair. hahaha...too bad that they werent.
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today when i woke up,appaling when my younger sister told me that my aunt passed away this morning. my dad went to punggol first. the funeral was held at punggol. i woke up at 1o.45am. and me and my sisters were rushing. in the first place, kakak didnt want to go. we were forced to.
reaching there at around 1+..all of the family went to the cemetry..most of them shed tears for the dead..but i wasnt.all i could think was my mom. what they did to my mom, i couldnt forget it.. ill-treat my own mother. how could they?menghina, mencaci kakak dan adik ku.dan jugak aku sendiri.
I HATE THEM!!biar allah saja yg tahu isi hati dan perasaan aku dan kakaku.betapa benci ye aku terhadap mereka. seperti manusia bertopengan shaitan..harapkan pakai saja tudung tapi mulut kemane, agama pun kemane. ini pun aku pergi menziarahi si allahyarhamah pun pasal kesian kan bapa ku yg mahu aku, kakaku serta adikku. ku pendamkan segalanya..mungkin satu hari mereka akan sedar apa kesilapan mereka. yg bersikap begini.
AKU BENCI!
