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Friday, September 29, 2006
Ever felt that you are a loner. When you were ignored by your friend when he/she was with other person?
Well.... it hurts me alot..what is the point if stick around but nobody is there to talk to...when
YOU talk to someone else..and when i start talking and
YOU didnt bother.
holding back my tears was not that simple..
Why, do you always do this to me? Why, couldn't you just see through me? How come, you act like this Like you just don't care at all...i wont elaborate more...
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Thursday, September 14, 2006
i knew it!!it happened..ugly things happened during dramatization..
it was so clear that you were
irritating bullshit!!fine with me if you want to take my part. i wont beg or cry lah!i wont bother la. i have better things to do. seemed that you want everything right?might as well act alone!!!! and another
YOU..if
YOU dont feel like coming..then
dont!!
i wont elaborate more about this cause i was pissed off with this incidence..
YOU should know it was
YOUR mistake!
anway..here's the photos for celebrating my burpday.and was taken on sunday..my family and i ate soup tulang and you know
the new chessy pizza fromm pizza hut,alah..like the sun..and watched movie
(monster house)with my
darlinks.
sheila and
nabilah.wuhho!!!thanks u guys for wishing..actually so many things happened. thanks for voting!keep voting...
hahahaha..da mepek...balek!balek!
Monday, September 11, 2006
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be, he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it? Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone But this time it’s different I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing you
It’s a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
No I can’t be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it’s right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life
Thursday, September 07, 2006
da
kenape?
mak
tolong!!
hahahahahaha!!!
wan ade uban!!
arianiarfian
farah
withmybelt
Aziah
ade
uban!!!
feeling
uneasy
rika
the
cake&partoffarah'shand
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First of all,
i wanna thanks to RIKA, ARFIAN, AZIAH, FARAH AND RIZDUANfor the burpday bash yesterday at blok 4o+...seriously i didnt notice that rika actually was behind me with a packET of flour. the flour was all over my head. gosh..i was thinking how to get home with white hair.
anyway waited for them around 4.45. i thought i was late cause rika told me to be there at around 4.3o. when i reached at bedok phonebooth there was nobody there. i thought they were gone without me. but then i waited till 5 and here came rika.
my pantat punya la in pain. sat there till 6. waited for arfian, he came at around 5.30..called up rizduan and he said he waited for us around 5+ and nobody was there. hello!we were waiting there. he went home. rika and arfian asked him to come since he was ready. aziah and farah came around 6..finally rizduan came..thought of asking kebaboom..but then there was a technical problem.
we proceed to the blok and it began...rika took out a box..inside there was a cute cake..wow..that cake i ate with siti the last sunday..heexx..nevermind..eat again la since rika and the others were kind..i lioke...thought rika wanna put plastic on me..and that came the flour..
ran like a mad person. chased after rika la, arfian la and riduan...aziah and farah were busy taking photo..heexx...
after threwing at each other, aziah and farah proceed to school as they were having mendaki.
as for me, rika, arfian and rizduan, we went to pasar malam and i bought the burger!!
at last....i got it!!!**RASHID AKO DA BELI BURGER!!!!sat under thee void deck while eating the burger. the love birds(arfianRika)didnt know where they go..disappeared out of a sudden..
they were back after few minutes. and it was 8pm..went home then...
THANK YOU GUYS FOR CELBRATING MY ADVANCED BURPDAY!!!!Monday, September 04, 2006
for the first time of the year i studied for my maths for 2 hours.
wow..
thanks to my elder sister. she was the one who tutoring me for that 2 hours.
today didnt go out. actually sheila and nabilah asked me out to watch movies. but then, i got technical problem at home. SORRY FOR LETTING YOU GUYS DOWN._____________________________________________________it happened again..............and this time round...worst!im scared.
im
disappointed.feared of losing someone that i love the most.it
hurts me.
it
scares me.
it
kills me.
11:36 am
ever heard about a god-brother
bastard the god sister
S.
it had happened yesterday.
___met siti and peijun and kel around 11 at bedok mrt control station,
not control panel.hehe.as usual i was late. but not that late. so we proceed to
ECP. he kept quiet all the way. till in the bus. we kept quiet throughout the journey.
he walked like as if a dog behind him. reached at
ECP and his friend msg peijun and told us that they would be coming soon. siti ran like marathon to chase after kel.
gosh he was damn fast!
we waited for his friend to come at McDonalds'. he started it..
da mula la dea tu..perangai...me,siti and peijun were not in the mood to laugh..but then we proceed our own way when kel's friends came and he followed his friends. and left us behind.
NEVERMIND!!WE CAN LEAVE WITHOUT HIM!!i was pissed off with his attitude towards us. how rude!!and yesterday was Siti's burpday and how could he did this to her. respect la sikit org tu ye burpday!kk i know that we know that he knows that he had problems..not supposed to show ust attitude here.we thought of renting bikes. but then think again not the perfect idea.anyway..as we proceed our own..siti kene sabo!!!wuhhhoo~~ at last peijun and i found the perfect time to sabo..hee.actually not perfect cause we got problem opening the flour.heee...me and peijun mixed eggs with flour..we threw to siti. all over her body was filled with flour..wow..peijun too kena sabo..siti threw an egg at her neck.i was laughing throughout the scene. then siti's Mr Ciggie lost. nevermind..it's ok siti..biar kan la dea mencari tempat yg sesuai..cedebah!the three of us were so dirty and we didnt even bring towels. lucky i brought towel along. but then, it was a face towel..nevermind.there would be solution to it.after refreshing our ownselves. kel said he and his friends wanted to go changi to the OCH..hey wake up la ehk, baru kol 3+ nak g sane ade ape??i wasnt that pleased to go there with someone who actually ruined my mood. not only mine but burpday gerl and peijun..
anyway we went to bedok for makan2..at that was around 4+..we didnt eat since morning la..
after hantaring peijun to interchange. she met his guy first at pasir ris..
finally, hasrat siti carik blok 79 da dpt jugak ehk..hee..we sat there chatting together as relieving our stress and we laughed our ass out la with siti's jokes and peijun's..siti was like monyet la yesterday...
she really made my day...wahahah...u guys rock babeh!!
HAPPY BURPDAY SITI!!!!
Saturday, September 02, 2006
it began when......yesterday met siti, peijun and rashid at bedok. there is pasar malam there. but then we came there around 3+..and there was also NCC girls/boys flag day. i guess they were worn out after the flag there..i remembered mine which was held at simei..hahaxx...good times...good times..
anyway back to the pasar malam..we all thought it was quite like Xtra banganza but then...it turned out to
'LAME-O'..all the things were the same and what do you expect there was burger ramly which i wanted since the day when i started betting with rashid..i didnt buy it cause the sellers were
MATS..
nevermind..there would be another pasar mlm.ate at Long john silver before meeting rashid. me.siti and peijun were so kecoh in the long john as we were counting money..ppl behind us noticed us how noisy we were. we still got to eat peacefully.wahahahaha..
strolling around the
lame pasar malam..after awhile, siti,me and peijun went inside 'THIS FASHION' and i spotted a tshirt.black and red.
it costs $19.wow..
how i wish i got the money that day.our legs cried in pain. so we proceeded to the bedok south area and had our
nice and
enjoyable moment playing the rounding2 thingy.remember that thing?i mention few entries back.
actually, at first, there were a group of malay kids playing. and there was a boy wearing white shorts. siti spotted, his shorts was wet..we laughed our ass out. the boy thought we were impressed with his stunts. but then..we were laughing cause his shorts were wet and yellowish.
unfortunately, a group of chinese kids came. i thought small kids were adorable. only some. but these kids, your blood could go upstairs.
they started showing off with their stunts.
but ended up fooling their ownselves.
they told us,' go home...makan babi'...
'dlm hati ako kate, mcm paham jek budak2 cine bukit ni. padahal dorng tu mkn babi. ni la case bdk zaman skg dah pandai nak biadap'EXTREMELY ANNOYING.we back off cause we knew that, we as teenagers wont fight with small kids. nevermind them. they will know someday what is the meaning of respect.
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nadia is gone away to genting highlands for vacation. it seems that people kept asking me why i didnt go home with her lately.soemtimes it annoys me. but sometimes it makes me realize too..our friendship doesnt seem to be together anymore. she has gone to her way. and me??my own way.time has past.and only memories last.i hope we will cherish our moments together.
