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6:10 pm
Can someone just take a knife and kill me?I couldn't take anymore.
i rather die peacefully than being emotionally hurt.
YOU had pierced my heart with a very sharp needle..&& it hurts alot to see
YOU again.. I was so stupid. I know, that was my
BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER!Although it's hard to say goodbye, im trying to move on with my life. & I'm trying very hard to control the feelings.
There's just too much pain. The pain that
YOU can't even imagine. Do
YOU actually care?I don't think so.
i want
YOU, i need
YOU. now i realise
YOU are just an imaginary person in my mind where YOU keep appearing wherever i go, whenever i'm alone.
I can only hope and pray for
your happiness. And that is that..
"People keep complaining that their life is terrible and everything. What about my life?living in a house where my parents are not really talking to each other, and my family is falling into pieces..It is a complicated situation. Even i couldn't make any decision...And people still complain when they actually are thankful to have such a wonderful life and experience..& when i need THAT PARTICULAR PERSON and he is not there for me?It is so hard for me..."Im thankful to have such a nice friends and i still have my grandparents.
