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6:10 pm
Can someone just take a knife and kill me?I couldn't take anymore.
i rather die peacefully than being emotionally hurt.
YOU had pierced my heart with a very sharp needle..&& it hurts alot to see
YOU again.. I was so stupid. I know, that was my
BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER!Although it's hard to say goodbye, im trying to move on with my life. & I'm trying very hard to control the feelings.
There's just too much pain. The pain that
YOU can't even imagine. Do
YOU actually care?I don't think so.
i want
YOU, i need
YOU. now i realise
YOU are just an imaginary person in my mind where YOU keep appearing wherever i go, whenever i'm alone.
I can only hope and pray for
your happiness. And that is that..
"People keep complaining that their life is terrible and everything. What about my life?living in a house where my parents are not really talking to each other, and my family is falling into pieces..It is a complicated situation. Even i couldn't make any decision...And people still complain when they actually are thankful to have such a wonderful life and experience..& when i need THAT PARTICULAR PERSON and he is not there for me?It is so hard for me..."Im thankful to have such a nice friends and i still have my grandparents.
1:32 pm
I love sheila's new SpongeBob tshirt!&& Thanks sheila for the KFC meal!
11:08 am
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8:58 pm
School is seriously getting lamer. Sec 1- Sec3 get to go for a trip whereas for the Sec 4&5, we had to stay in school. For us, 4NA, we had a chance to learn table tennis and tag rugby. I thought was playing tennis..sekali TABLE-tennis...BORING!!
Me, saliha and hartini were looking forward to learn rugby. It was fun at first. When the person in-charge taught us more about the game, it started to mess everything up. But still, fun la kan....
Now im feeling like dropping my MOST FAVOURITE subject ever which is ART!it is not because it is difficult that it makes me feel like giving up but sometimes, it depends with who is guiding or teaching the proper way or not and not just biased;person who actually cares about her little dogs which is so bloody dumb2 and don't even bother about us.. I just don't get it why certain people are so biased. Did we do wrong or harm to you?Is it wrong to like us?Or a sin, i supposed?If it is, then, i suggest you better go and exercise your communication, plus control your biased-ness..
My computer is such a slow pork now, hah...can my life get any worse?
my mom is not talking to me, and again, can my life any worse?
I can only pray to GOD for her health. I'm just sad, i feel like crying,can someone lend me your shoulder?i couldn't take it anymore.I miss my mom so much...very much;
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8:26 pm
The outcome of the Mid Yr Exams Result was super terrible i should say.
And I only pass 2 subjects. Well, what saliha says, this is only mid yr exams, and we cant look for jobs by looking at our report books but our Nlevel cert right?just try my best when Nlevel comes.
8:15 pm
She loves me.&& She thinks im funny.haha
Such a LOVELY family;Thanks for the wonderful meal.
For the past long time, finally i got invited for a birthday party.ha ha!pathetic right?See, i told you, people don't want me anymore.hah. WHat am i talking?Okay nvm. Yesterday was a wonderful and delighted party although around 6 or 7 people came, plus Hafiz's parents and his siblings it's almost 11-12....not bad lah..as long as Hafiz is happy when we came. Siti, Rashid and myself bought for Hafiz a Chocolate-Fudge cake. His father bought a coffee cake...His mom cooked Mee Goreng and Ayam Goreng...So yah..that explains how I had a full and i really mean FUUULLLL stomach when i got home...
And ohhhh....not forgetting I made a card for hafiz. but it looks like it is for a girl or something.hahaha. Nvm, org tua2 ckp, 'rezeki jgn ditolak, maut jgn dicari'...org muda2 ckp,' alah amek je free pe kan?'hahahaha..
His cute little sister couldnt stop asking me to accompany here to go down because she was bored. So sad....'so sad...so sad....it's a sad sad situation'...
Btw, my paper is finally over!yahoooo~actually it is not the right time for yahhoooo-
Prelim is coming...Plus Nlevel is coming too...Hell No!
Bloody dumb2....
Next week is June holiday..and i hate it when school takes away our hoildays...bloody dumb2..
And classes start at 8.00am and ends at 4.00 or 4.30...What the fish..
Now i can't breathe.....thinking about June holiday....
My handphone is spoilt so as my Mp3 player..can my life get any worse?
2:07 pm
"Aku disini, sanggup korban kebahagianku untuk melihat kau bahagia...Selama ini, aku berdiam diri tanpa kau sedari yg aku berada disisimu....Lihat kau bahagia membuat aku tersenyum sendiri...betapa indah nya jika kau milikku....Aku akan sentiasa mendoa untuk kebahagian mu bukan untuk diriku...."
1:12 pm
Firstly, I wanna wish Saliha
HAPPY 16th BURPDAY!
I called Hartini up the day before yesterday to ask about the cake for Saliha. Hartini actually went down to buy the burpday cake. How can a birthday cake shop don't have any birthday left?
What the hell?
Anyway, Hartini planned to bake brownies. Brownies sounds nice right?So, we thought it was a great idea.
HArtini came to class late and kept me worried for godness sake. I thought she didn't come yesterday. She appeared in class like a white ghost.hahaahah. She kept smiling all the way as if there was a celebrity or something. ANd bla....bla....bla....
After the test..The whole class sang birthday song to Saliha..How sweet...
After the N.E test, we got the chance to suprise her with the cake. The cake looked like a hard stone seriously, but when the chocolate melt into your mouth, it felt like heaven.ha hahahaha!
It was a nice cake thou..Saliha's reaction after seeing the cake was really shocking.
We planned to watch Spiderman 3 after the whole thingy. We met at bedok int. at 2.oopm.
Had a GREAT time with saliha, aisyah and hartini. But the sad thing was Spiderman 3 was cancelled. ha hahhaaha!i pity hartini cause she really wanted to watch. Nevermind la hartini..gi tgk ngn kau nye ehem-ehem la ehk. Saliha was craving for Nasi Ayam Penyek/Penyet. hah hahaa. We went all the way to Changi Village to eat that. Sanggup ehk mengembara.kalau nak makan thosai,kite gi india makan ehk?hahahaha.
After that, we went to Arab Street..bloody fish, sape pandai2 ckp ade baju murah2...ahhahahahaha....Alot of kain yg lawa2...bole buat kawin tau..hahahaha...I suggest if you want to have a nice outfit for your 'first night' go buy the kain there and ask the tailor to jahit kan korng k...ha ha!
Anyway, me and aisyah bought 2 keychains. actuallly we wanted to buy more than that.hahaha. The things there, are quite cheap you know. Saliha spotted a cute coin-pouch which was so adorable.
We took more pictures at the lorong2 there. It was a nice place to take although it looks old,
it looks super nice......
There was one part thought of taking the picture while we jumped. first time, it turned out we were not ready. The 2nd try, aisyah asked to keep on jumping like a mad woman. hah ha!we kept on jumping. Aisyah rambut mcm pompan gile.hahaha
Another part, we took pictures while sitting on a beautiful bench, saliha put her camera on someone's car. Suddenly, the owner of the car came out. He looked very furious. All of us quickly went somewhere else.
Kept on strolling, trying to find the shop selling real clothes. We walked at this lorong, and finally we found House of Japan, and more clothes. House of Japan was closed by the time we reached there. What a day man....hahahaha!it was fun thou...
Headed back to Bedok and accompanied Hartini to buy hair clips and Saliha's earrings.
Reached home at around 9.3o....
8:39 pm
SUNDAY06May07Thought of having a nice day, studying at the Macdonalds' Airport. Ended up, saliha, hartini and myself kena kicked out because we studied there. For the first time in my life i kena kicked out because of studying. How stupid it was..Luckily not only us who kena kicked out. There was a group of chinese girls. Saliha thought they were JC students. sekali check-check Sec ONE!pe eleh.ha hahaha!had lot of fun after that. There was one part when hartini almost had a nice trip/fall when we took the 'spoilt' escalator. hahahahahaha!that made me laughed my ass out! with her noisy slipper made me feel like throwing away those slippers. hah ahahaha!anyway, we took alot of pictures rather than studying. It was fun thou.....Think back how stupid i was when we took the sky train to Terminal 1. I was stucked in the middle when everyone was going out of the sky train...With saliha's and hartini's jokes will crack your ass out.(huh?got such thing meh?hahaha)
Next time round we will be going to Budget Terminal. It looks kinda interesting from the outside. Well, who knows? And next time we won't be stepping inside the Terminal Two Macdonalds' again..
What the fish?!
Went home after that since Hartini had to look after her dearly sister.
Today, i took a nap at around 4pm. I didnt notice Rashid called me. My younger sister told me that i woke up to pick up the phone but i went back to sleep instead. I couldn't stop laughing when my sister told me how i looked. Maybe it was not funny for you guys. but funny for me. Why?anything wrong with that?
k bye=P
Such a LOVELY family;Thanks for the wonderful meal.
