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Friday, June 22, 2007

8:13 pm

Sometimes changes is a good thing right?And we have to accept the changes that had been done and the fact that it had actually happened. What I'm going through now, is what I expected earlier. And now it happens, I'm not strong enough to face all the difficult situation. Well, I have no choice. I understand that they want to find happiness for themselves. I'm as their own child will always love them forever. I'll cherish all the good memories. I don't want them to suffer. Seeing them suffer, is killing me. Everytime I hear their voices, it reminds me of the time when we spent time together happily just the only us, family. Haish.....I just want that memories to continue till forever. But, it won't happen anymore. Cause they had made their final decisions.

We will always love you!MOM&DAD

Sunday, June 17, 2007

4:57 pm

Oh yah totally forgot. On the Friday, for the first time, went out with the only and truly a virgin. hahahahah [just joking alright], HARTINI! Saliha didnt tag along because she accompanied her mom to BAtam..Is that a correct sentence? Saliha sent her mom to Batam. Yeah.
Anyway, went to Bras Basah Complex which is not really a complex, it is a HDB flat.hahaha..okay. Doesnt reAlly matters.
Hokey, after buying stuff, we went to the Esplanade and saw two monkeys shouting, HAYATI from far! Guess who??Rika and Nabila!ahahahaha. it is just a joke okay girls. Sorry.
Terkejut sampai terkencet dibuatnye.
After a little chat with them, we went our separate ways. Bye!hahaha
Me and Hartini found a spot to sit but we chose the 'disgusting' spot. There was a couple who was having a so called 'romantic' moment. Without any futher notice, we leave that spot. And went to the Merlion. Well, that was the place where the mission is accomplished. hah.
We proceeded to Boat Quay to check on something. And we were taking alot of pictures. There was this one part, when Hartini took a picture with the Bird's butt sculpture. ahahaha We thought it was a stomach. sekali pantat burung da. hahaa.What a joke. There was this pakcik, okay not really pakcik, can call atok la ehk, he was wondering we took the pictures using what, biase la, ni bukan nye atok super canggih la kan. hah. Then, he took our pictures with his camera. It turned out to be quite nice.
We walked back to bugis area and took the bus and headed home at around 7.

4:39 pm

My dad tagged along to Bugis and accompanied me to buy new shoes. And i bought a black high-cut converse. Kakak thought i bought a pair of boots. Consider it as an insult to me. hah. What matters i finally bought a new shoes. My old shoes have holes. As if a rat which is SUPER hungry made that holes. hahahah. And guess what? yesterday was my first attempt to cook LEMAK- KANGKONG. I know it is an easy task. Kata first attempt mah, mesti la kancong. Last night i couldn't sleep, so i watched 'cite Tamil'. Kakak kept irritate me and said , 'eeeeee'...What the fish?cite tamil kan keterunan kakak jugak kan.waahahahaha.

Today, this morning, I accompanied my younger sister to the Tampines Swimming Complex. I'm a good sister aren't i?hahaha. Oh please.. I had to wake up early. If not i would be waking up at around 12+.
Today is the last day of having a leisure time. And say hello to school again!Why must they take away the last week of holiday. Sheeshhh..

Be my guest and eat my shoes can?

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

5:44 pm

These few days i've been staying at home lately...Except for monday. Finally, I met Siti, Hafiz and Rashid. Shocking news is, ehem2 patch up already. Oh my god. He didnt even tell me. I was speechless you know. Well, me as his best friend should be supporting him with what he thinks he's right.And so, life must move on.
Siti and I were so talkative in the bus on the way back to Bedok to survey something. And guess what?
I sold my 3250 Nokia handphone. And i only got $100 for that. The joystick was spoilt and if i repair it, it will take up $60-80..That's Xpensive. So, i'm planning to buy Mp3 or Mp4 or iPod..Better than having nothing right. i rather have a badget hp. Even colorless also, it doesnt really matter.
Been at home, my mom didn't cook for how many days already. And i have to put in effort to learn how to cook. Wow, it feels like i'm at school now. hahahaha.at home need to study(how to cook) Kakak has a passing grade for cooking. She cooked 'sambal udang' that day, 3 syllabus, DE-LI-CIOUS. hah. menjelit kaki tau.
And today i cooked Nasi Ayam Goreng. Actually there's no ayam.hahah only the rice and i added ikan iblis.opps, bilis..hahha. 3 syllabus, FAN-TAS-TIC!

Soon i'll be gone...To FAR FAR AWAY LAND!
what the fish?=?
hah.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

3:28 pm

I was tagged by my dearest cousin; Nadra.

the rule:
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about himself/herself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, each tagged person needs to tag 6 other people. List their names and don't forget to leave a comment reminding them that they are tagged.

1. I'm not interested of looking, waiting, desperat-ing, craving, for boyfriend. I'm not into it.Cause to me, family and girlfriends are must more important. Boyfriends come and go easily, i'm still young.

2. I cried before i go to sleep. You want to know why? Cause I didn't have the chance to talk to my very own mommy that much. I'm jealous to see when a mother and a daughter have fun together. How I wish.

3. i will fart whenever or wherever i want to. I don't care whether there is anyone or no one.

4. I don't mind being used. Cause I'm used to it.

5. Sometimes i feel as if i'm not a good friend. I don't know why. Can someone tell me why?
Maybe i'm a sensitive person who finds 'understanding' is the hardest thing ever?

6. I'm the weird-est child in my family. My thinking and their thinking-s are so much different.
And sometimes i feel i'm not belong in the family.

i'll tag:Sheila, Saliha, Rika, Aisyah, Fizah, Normin=D

Happiest moment

3:11 pm

It was like a Reunion or something. FInally got the chance to hang out with my old pals. Shikin and Saliha. And plus, a newcomer, Hartini.hahahah. It was like hell trying to find the BEads Shop at Arab St. We kept crossing the wrong road. At last someone found the place. Seeing the beads, felt like buying them even though i did not need it that much. Yeah..And we proceeded to Zam Zam restaurant to have our lunch. We went to the 2nd level, and there was this family looking at us as if we were baboons or monkeys. What the fish?hahahahah..We ordered different varieties of food, to share. Except for shikin and hartini. Finally i saw hartini finished her food. We went to Bras Basah and looked around for more beads and other art stuffs. Anyway, we head off to Bugis to accompany SHikin to buy her shoes. She was like a millionaire or something. Firstly, she paid for the food, secondly, she treats each and everyone things that below $20. And she was the 'supplier' for that day.I don't know how to thank you shikin. Okay Thank You Shikin. Hah
Hartini went home first. Me, Saliha, Shikin went to esplanade there.I couldnt forget about the part when saliha and I went down the staircase. She kept on saying, 'k cepat2 eh'...Da pon terjatuh tergolek si anak rahman...hhahahahahaha!!! Mission Accomplished eh korang!finally, after a long day waiting....hahahahahha.Until we went back home at 6 plus in the morning.

Sorry,=

Friday, June 08, 2007

11:01 am

Here with you

The craziest girl i've ever met=D

Hell-O!

The laughter Club

Thursday, June 07, 2007

4:43 pm

It was such an embarrasing day for me. I brought home my HUGE coursework which is quite the same height as me. I have to finish it by the end of Week 3. Yeah.......Art class wouldn't be an Art class without a teacher or a guider right?I don't know how to explain. Nevermind. At least, I had fun during Art Class with the GIRLS, saliha, hartini, Intan,additonal Ms Loke. She is crazy at certain time, and she will shout without any reason. But, she is okay so far....
Ezekiel tried to dry his artwork by using hair dryer. He kept pressing the hair dryer onto his art piece..Chen Hong kept on irritate Ezekiel by switching on and off the plug. They are such a joker.
hahahaha..
I had a wonderful breakfast for the past 3 days with saliha and hartini. On Tuesday, we had prata for breakfast. The day after, we had thosai and today morning we had fried mee goreng.
Hoping for the next makan places on Week 4 ehk saliha& hartini!hahahahaha

Something had happen between you and me. I didnt mean to spoil our friendship this way. But, to put it in a good way, i guess this is the only solution to our friendship. You go your own way, and i go on my own way. We're still friends but it will not be the same like we used to. things are different now. Even you notice how different it is. I just want you to be happy with what you have now. No matter what i'm still your friend and your my friend. Whatever happens, come to me, and i will be there for you. God willing. i thought no one can separate our friendship but someone has.