problems, problems and MORE PROBLEMS. I, myself have no idea how to solve it. I don't know how to start here.

Sometimes I felt, im such a bad friend who can't even understand a friend's feeling or situation. Even my bestfriend said that. I apologized for that stupid attitude of mine. It has been 11 years you're my friend. How can I sit at one corner and just keep quiet?You're my bestfriend, I have to speak up and tell you that you have done the wrong thing. And I dont want to put the blame on your boyfriend for this. For godsake, we have been friends since primary school. I dont want to lose u, my friend. For all what I have done, this is how it ends?Our friendship ruins?that is what you want to see after all?





I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seem
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Ten years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall.

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This poem is dedicated to my bestfriend in the world. although she thought i cant understand her feelings, but still she's the wonderful friend.

Im sorry Sheila...