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9:51 pm
Sometimes, certain people wont understand what my life is actually. Infact, everybody doesnt know what i'm going through. Some said that, "
eh yati, kau ade freedom eh, senang la kau, mak bapak kau tak kesah." like what the heck? They never thought about other things except for freedom. Like hello, im not living with my mom. me and my siblings have to do things on my own, unlike you who has a mom at home and take care of household chores, and cook for you.
I miss my mami !I cried day and night, everytime when i pray for her good health.
Oh...how i miss her nagging, beating, kissing and hugging.
Well, im still moving on, as you can see i still have my dad and my siblings.
On the other hand, my younger sister was different this few days. She has always been alone and locked herself up in the room. She's not the Bijan that I've known for 12years anymore. Maybe she had turned ZOMBIE?! haha ok lame.
Anyway, this post does not mean that i need sympathy from anyone, save it for yourself. i know there's alot people suffer worst than I do.
So be HAPPY :D
take these chances and turn it around.
10:24 am
The past few days, my lovable friends helped me paint the house.
Thanks to them, if not, things wont happen, otherwise me and papa had to finish on our own.
Wonderful families came to our house and bace yassin.
Pakciks helped out to carry things to our house, Zul came to help too. Thanks people.
I feel so empty now. Without Nenek and Tok. And not forgetting Mami. Now im all alone in my new house. Everybody was out to school and work. If nenek and tok were around, I wouldnt feel this way. I really miss them even though it was just few days I moved out. Everytime i woke up it reminds me when nenek was cooking for lunch( when i woke up in the afternoon) and Tok was watching TV. and nenek will always say, "yati, mkn tu prata, Tok kau beli.(although the prata was bought in the morning.hahaha)" After i ate my breakfast,, nenek will always ask to tambah and eat nasi with 4 different dishes. cause she knows that i eat alot. hahaha. She is super cute. Well, Tok will always disturb Fizah with her little busok doll. and that's for real you know. i dont know how she can stand the smell. Oh gosh. I missed those times. 3 months staying with them was fun.
On the bright side, next week school reopen. 2nd year in ITE, will be busy-wonder woman.
and my result was a-okay. but not much different cause the difference between last exam and this one is just 0.257. Need to study real hard. and i mean REALLY-REALLY HARD.
THANKS SHEILA, ZUL, CT, AYIE, FIQ, MAN, ZAN,WAN!
wild wild wet
